Thursday 24 May 2012

A whole day older...

Me again, signing in for the first time in a long time.

And right now, I'm stressing - exams are just a few days away!

So this will be a really quick blog, just to check in.

It was my birthday yesterday, and I'm feeling old. 19.

And some of you may well cry out in protest at this - "19?! And she feels old? She needs to get some perspective!" - but I have my reasons.

When I was 17, someone I was really close to died, just a week before his 20th birthday. Hitting 19 has shown me that soon I'll be older than he ever was, and it doesn't feel right, not one bit.

Of course, I had a good time (thanks to all of my amazing flatmates and uni friends!), but some things just play on your mind.



Tuesday 3 April 2012

Why do I miss you?

Recently, I've been thinking more and more about my friend who I met through university applications and talked to all last summer.


We used to talk for hours on Skype every day, only stopping if one of us had to go out or do something. We spoke from about April up until August without stopping.


Here's the thing: we both applied for university in Sheffield. He got in, I didn't. Cue, him deciding not to bother talking to me anymore.


But it's not as easy as all that - I still really miss our chats that took up entire days, and I wish he'd visit me again, or even just start a simple conversation. Not that he believes that.


Why do people miss each other? I mean, it's not like I don't have any other friends... I just want to speak to him again. There's something about this one person that makes me want to talk to him. I just blew my chance with this by not getting the grades I needed.


And don't get me wrong, I absolutely love Lincoln, and my university now. I have the best friends anyone could ask for. I do a brilliant course. I'm enjoying my new life.


I just wonder what my life could have been like if I'd done something differently.


So, really, this is a "what if" blog.


What if I'd done something different, gone a different way in life?


But I'll never know that, and I guess it's time to stop wondering - I need to look to the future.


It does make me wonder though: how many other potential students go through this every year, all because of universities and UCAS? 



Sunday 1 April 2012

Filling time

Okay, so I know it's been a while since I last posted.


I can't even lie and say there's been a lot going on... Uni has finished for Easter, and most of my time has been spent in the sun with my friends. Looks like that'll be my only break though - I'm cracking down on my assignments, and it's tough. 


Right now, I'm sat in my kitchen in student halls, armed with only my laptop, some library books and my lecture notes. I'm in for a long night, and then filming tomorrow.


On the plus side, at least I have my flatmate, Dawn. It feels like we've become a lot closer recently, and we've even made plans to go on holiday next Easter (to the Caribbean, no less!) - not sure how likely it is to happen, but it's nice making the plans!


All that's left for me to do now is actually get to work - I've been sat here since 3 this afternoon (it's now midnight) and all I've done is research my Public Admin essay. Not such a great start.


Thank goodness for Youtube and its vast expanse of music videos to get me through this!


So, now to get back to work.


Night, folks!

Friday 16 March 2012

Why old music is always best

I won't lie: I like a mix of music, including both new and old bands.


What really gets to me though is when people scream and rave about bands like One Direction, but don't even consider some of the bands which made it possible for them to exist.


My friend Bradley hates it whenever Chase & Status's latest club hit, "Hypest Hype" (featuring Tempah T) is played, as it features sections from the song, "Been Down So Long" by The Doors. Despite large amounts of the song being composed by Jim Morrison and his colleagues, they are never once credited - is this really fair?


Photo: Hannah O'Brien
This is why I love Reading Festival. Last year I had the good fortune to go, and my mind was blown. New and old acts were mixed together, with the likes of My Chemical Romance duetting with Queen's Brian May to create a new version of "We Will Rock You". Likewise, The Strokes and Pulp's Jarvis Cocker blew the crowds away, although you could say that Pulp themselves had done that just 20 minutes earlier.


This year, I am very much looking forward to The Cure's set, and all the surprises it will bring.


Festivals and concerts are not just for new and upcoming bands - they are a chance for us to celebrate and revel in older bands too.


Last night, I went to see The Stranglers in concert at the Engine Shed in Lincoln. I was pleasantly surprised. After talking to my mother before the concert and establishing that she had in fact also seen The Stranglers while she had been at university, I was expecting the concert to lack some energy.


I was wrong. Seeing The Stranglers perform proved to me once and for all that you do not have to be young to produce good music - which was enforced by their supporting act, The Popes.

Old music will always be the best because these acts know what they are doing, and actually enjoy creating amazing music (rather than posing around on a stage like One Direction).

Wednesday 14 March 2012

Thunderbirds are go!

Today was my first time featuring on the Midweek Drive show on Siren FM, and already I know I'm going to love it. 

Being on the radio for the first time is a bit nerve-racking, but I got a brilliant surprise!

I got the opportunity to help interview Shane Rimmer, who voices the character of Scott Tracy in the well-known 1960s TV series, Thunderbirds. This may sound like a small thing to anyone who has not heard of the Thunderbirds (although, really, who hasn't?), but the Tracy family were iconic characters in my childhood. I still remember watching the TV show with my family.

I was just a little bit starstruck - thanks to having younger brothers, I spent a lot of my childhood surrounded by various starships and rockets, but the Thunderbirds are certainly the ones I remember the most (other than Star Wars Lego...). 

So as you can probably understand, talking to Shane Rimmer was a big moment for me.


In fact, that was the only time once we'd started the show that I actually felt nervous - not a great feeling when you're live on air, but adrenaline got me through!


All that remains now is to see who is on the show next week... I honestly can't wait.

Sunday 11 March 2012

Open days

Ok, so all universities have open days, just like schools. What I want to know is this: why does the University of Lincoln have so many?


It seems like every few weeks we have new "potential students" looking around.


As an average student, I'll establish right now that I have had no contact with next year's intake. But, bearing this in mind, surely I should still have some contact with future students?


You can only get a real feeling for the university you're going to if you actually have some experience of living there. That's why I decided to come to Lincoln - I stayed with a friend here and experienced how it really is to live as a student here, if only for a weekend.


But, really, that's what university is all about - living away from home and learning about how to live on your own. Fair enough if you want to live close to home, but in my opinion it's better to learn how to stand on your own two feet.


I feel that living four hours away from my parents has really benefited me, and I've learnt more about myself as a person (as well as learning how to cook for myself!)


For a start, I've become more independent. Then of course, there's making new friends - I know that I can completely rely on my closest friends here, because I live with them and know everything about them.


This is something that open day students don't completely understand. Living at university is completely different from living at home - living in close conditions with other people you don't know (at least to start with) and gradually learning about each other. It's part of the whole experience.


In summary: come to uni for an open day, yes. But talk to real students, not the reps. Talking to real students gives you a real idea of living at your uni. Fact.

Saturday 10 March 2012

Why do students do what they do?



It's 4am.

Right now, the average student is either sleeping, partying, or is on the Internet for some reason.

But why?

Obviously, everyone understands the need for sleep.

Partying? I think everyone can understand that too, to an extent. I mean, everyone needs to let their hair down once in a while. And with the growing list of student offers of today, why not?

Photo: Hannah O'Brien
A large part of the student culture of today involves clubbing as the main form of socialising. Well, actually, clubbing has become a central focus in socialising for young people, whether they are students or not. But drinking and dancing seems to be a good way to meet new people – if the example of fresher’s week is anything to go by.

Drinking seems to relax us and make us all more open to meeting new people. So, obviously this is ideal for a first-year student who is hoping to meet more friends.

But now I’ve come to surfing the net – why do we do it?

Quite simply - it's an escape from reality.

On the internet, it's easy to not only be someone you're not, but also to let go of the stresses of real life - but then again, I guess you could say that drinking has the same effect.






Monday 13 February 2012

Valentine's Day

So, earlier I posted this on my Facebook timeline:

"It's times like this when I think of the people who aren't around anymore and feel sad, but then thank god for all the amazing people who still are here. People come and go all the time, but just because someone isn't there right now, doesn't mean they aren't thinking of you ♥"

A girl I used to know really well commented on it, saying that it made her cry.

This made me think: why?

And I realised, everyone reads something different into a statement or action.

***

St. Valentine's Day is a day to be with the ones you love. You don't necessarily have to get involved with all the commercial stuff - just enjoy having people around you who care.

People focus so much on love being romantic, but why can't Valentine's Day be a day for friends too? I, for one, will be spending the vast majority of the day with my flatmates.

Unlike most, I'm not bitter or sad about being single for this celebration - I'm embracing it. I can't wait to celebrate past, present and future relationships, and I couldn't think of better people to do it with.

Introspect


in·tro·spect/ˌintrəˈspekt/
Verb:
To examine one's own thoughts or feelings.


Now, I may be old-fashioned, but to me, examining one's own thoughts and feelings are part of what a blog is about.

Blogs exist to vent emotion, share thoughts and feelings and to identify with others. They exist so that we can read what other people are thinking, and to broaden our views by considering what we’ve read.

Basically, blogs are a way to learn about things you want to know more about – or just to know how other are thinking.

I'm not all that confident with sharing my thoughts and feelings with the world, but I'll give it a shot.

Blogging is a new concept for me. I see it as a bit like writing a diary, which I’ve never been comfortable doing – it feels weird to read back your own thoughts from a page. It’s rather impossible on a computer screen, but usually my “thoughts” end up screwed up in a bin!

I’d much rather be in a newsroom, remaining neutral and compiling a bulletin.

But here begins a new chapter. Sharing my thoughts with the world and hoping at least some people read them! I guess it will take some time to get used to all this.